Life is sucha complicated thing.

It's like uh, a jigsaw puzzle? You assemble the bits of pieces of it, ensuring that every piece is fixed nicely and then you get a nice complete picture at the end of the day. You stumble upon some obstacles along the way, having no clue of which and what the next piece should be.

A penny for my thoughts.

Sometimes I really wonder how long I'd live, and what's gonna happen 10yrs, 20yrs. 50yrs down the long and winding road. You know, you'll reach a point in life whereby you'd stop and ponder about your future. Get my degree, find a good job, get married, have a nice house, get a car, have kids, then retire. Is it gonna be a "happily-ever-after" after that?

Okay, I sound like I'm worried about my future but rather, I'm just curious about what's gonna happen in the next 20yrs of my life. Will I be at least a "half-a-millionaire" by then? Will I be with the man I love for the rest of my life? Will my kids resemble me or daddy? Will I be all frail and ugly when I'm old?

Perhaps when I'm finally 80yrs old one day, I'd look back at my blog entries ( that is if blogspot is still alive) and then I'll have the answers to everything. :)


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The poor boyf is having exams now. My heart aches when he gets all stressed up and even lost his appetite. I feel so helpless cos there's nothing much I can do to help him. I can't answer his doubts, I can't be right by his side for 24/7 making sure he sleeps and eats well. I'll definitely give him my 101% unstinting support and just be there whenever he needs me. It's funny how irritated I get whenever my parents try to drag me off my bed when I'm still sleepy, and how accommodating I am whenever the boyf calls me at the most unearthly hour like 4am 5am 6 am or 7am. I'd answer his calls so willingly, chat till wee hours even if the stuffs that we talked about are nonsensical craps. It awwws my heart when he insisted on sending me to the busstop and shopping with me for my bro's present though I know he's dead tired.

Every tiny weeny puny thing that you do is truly appreciated, and I thank God that I found you. :)


STUDY HARD, BOYF! I HAVE TOTAL FAITH IN YOU! :)