JALENE♥
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TWENTYONE going on twentyTWO
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Monday, March 29, 2010
Just spoke to the boyf a few minutes ago. Sigh, he sounded SO TIRED! Every monday is like hell for him because he has to work from morning to evening and still has to attend class from 6.45pm to 10.15pm. 3.5hrs of lecture is seriously no joke man! And sigh he really sounded so so so tired just now. My heart ached. Sometimes I really take my hat off to the boyf! He can actually tolerate one whole hectic day at work with just 3-4 hours of sleep the night before. I mean yes perhaps I could still keep myself awake at work with just 3-4hrs of sleep but I don't think my brain will be functioning well enough to even do my work properly! And to think that he has to stare at all the Balance Sheet, Income statements etc etc whole day long. That's why I said I'M SO UBER PROUD OF HIM when his seniors and managers are like praising him regarding his job performance at work! I have sucha smart and capable boyfriend, don't I? :) I love him, I love him, yes I do, so very much. He came into my life unexpectedly, and never did I imagine that we'd even be together when I first saw him in office on my very first day of work 2 years ago. My friends (those who know him too) were shocked. Perhaps, just perhaps, they might have gossiped among one another and tried to guess if we could even last. I'm so glad, so very contented that we've come thus far and still going strong. We've done so many things together, the ups&downs we had, but I'm proud to say that we're still standing strong as one, has a joint bank account, and have plans to go overseas together again sometime this year etc etc. He's the only guy whom can make me feel so much at ease when I'm with him, he's the only one whom can make me be the REAL me when I'm with him. And fyi, we just crapped on the phone for 1hr8min from 3am-4am yesterday! It was like 95% of the call duration was nonsensical stuffs but at least I made him laugh! See, this is what I meant by WE CAN REALLY CLICK VERY WELL! Be it nonsense or serious matters, there's just an infinite amount of things we can talk and crap about. Hehhh. :D I don't care if you readers think that this is some kind of PDA on my blog but let me say this again (friends, just tolerate with me okay cos there will be many more to come in my entries in the future.) I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND! ♥  |
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Thursday, March 25, 2010
My poor poor dearest boy Ryan. Just chatted on the phone for a few minutes just now and guess what, he just left office about an hour ago! Well he just started on a new job auditing for a company in Bugis area. Thank goodness he had a light dinner before heading back to his own office at Raffles Place to finish off the rest of his work. My. Heart. Ached. :( And he said next week might be an even busier week for him because one of his colleagues who is on the current job with him is going back Auckland, so there goes his workload piling up like a mountain. :( MY HEART IS ACHING. :'(
BUT... something to cheer me up here and probably him too! :D A piece of good news which he told me yesterday. I'm glad his performace at work has been good and his managers are kinda satisfied with him. Well you see, the staffs have to be assessed by their seniors/managers after every job so they are actually given a "report card" kind of thing after that. I'm glad he did well! I'M SO PROUD OF MY SMARTYASS BOYFRIEND!!! Geeeeez. :D    .jpg) I'm missing you, silly. |
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Monday, March 22, 2010
Roy's 24th birthday at LeLe Pot with Manping, Louis and Jiali on 18.03.10! One of the best steamboats I've ever ever tried, and the mantou topped with milk is freaking awesome!
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Thursday, March 18, 2010
The books and notes are irritating the hell out of me! Like seriously I hope I could have more telepathy with them so that I could understand every single shit better. And the renovation works from don't know which dumb neighbour is freaking irksome! Okay so every single trivial thing is pissing me off now.. Thanks to exams eh.
Urgh can't wait for exams to end on 25th May! Oh and did I mention that the boyf is going Shanghai to audit for a firm there sometime in mid April?! Omg this sucks man, I know it's just one week but Shanghai sounds so freaking far to me! Urgh. :( :( :( SHIT YOU EXAMS. I HATE YOU SO MUCH THAT I COULD BURN YOU RIGHT NOW. RAWR. Okay enough of all the rantings. I know I have to do it still. :) |
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Have you ever loved somebody so much,
It makes you cry? Have you ever needed something so bad, You can't sleep at night? Have you ever tried to find the words, But they don't come out right? Have you ever been in love, Been in love so bad, You'd do anything, To make them understand? Have you ever had someone, Steal your heart away? You'd give anything, To make them feel the same? Have you ever searched for words, To get you in their heart, But you don't know what to say, And you don't know where to start? Have you ever found the one, You've dreamed of all your life? You'd do just about anything, To look into their eyes? I have, and had. Because I'm in love. We had our ups & downs ever since 15th May 2008, but I'm glad we pulled it through and here we are, having one of the best times of our lives. HAPPY 22ND MONTH. :) |
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Saturday, March 13, 2010
Had an enjoyable night spent with Ryan. :) No posh restaurant, no food that costs more than 20bucks per person, no romantic ambience, just a simple yet nice dinner of beef noodles & minced pork noodles at a foodcourt, and walking hand in hand around town after that. Sometimes you find yourself enjoying the moments spent in the simplest ways, and you feel the contentment in the most inexplicable way.
Dearest Ryan had a hectic day at work and I could see he was mentally drained. My heart ached. But all I could do was to make him laugh with the silliest things I do, and the silliest things I say, which he did. The smile on his face and his laughter - priceless. I love you. |
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Wednesday, March 10, 2010
OH MY GAWD, I NEED TO RANTTTT!!!!
I'm feeling uber stressed over exams which will commence in about 6 weeks time. Year 1 seemed MUCH easier!! There's seriously soooo much stuffs to study, imagine understanding, digesting, memorising a year worth of syllabus for 4 different modules and there's NOTHING to pull your grades up because none of the assignments is assessed! Sometimes there's just SO MUCH you can absorb and once you've reached the brink of exhaustion ( for your brain), you just can't take in anymore! If Santa's here, I'd have asked for these 2 items.... 1) A sponge - Yes, I wished my brainnnn is a sponge so that I could absorb whatever information I've been immersed into. 2) A 10GB thumbdrive - Save all the information into the thumbdrive, connect it to my head during the exam!! 2.5GB for each module, should be enough?!! OKAY CAN YOU SEE THAT I'M REALLYYYY SO STRESSED UP TILL I COULD EVEN THINK OF SUCH CRAPPPP?!!! Damn you exams. I hate you soooo much that I wish you never existed. Never felt so helpless before, at least the things that I studied in O's and A's seemed much easier to understand than dumb banking, finance, economics and accounting stuffs!!! I AM IN NEED OF A DAY OUT WITH LOTS OF SHOPPING, GOOD FOOD & FUN!!!! BRING ME OUT SOOOOON, ANYONE???????????????? |
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Wednesday, March 3, 2010
My personality:
I’m loud. I’m obnoxious I’m sarcastic. I’m cocky. I cry easily. I have a bad temper. For the most part, I don’t like people. I’m easy to get along with. I like to fight. I have more enemies than friends I’ve smoked. I’ve smoked weed. I drink coffee. I clean my room daily. My appearance: I wear makeup. I wear a piece of jewelry at all times. I wear contacts. I wear glasses. I’ve had braces. I have braces. I change my hair color often. I straighten my hair often. My ears are pierced. I have small feet. Relationships: I’m in a relationship now. I’m single. I’m crushin’. I’ve missed an ex before. I’m always scared of being hurt. An ex has physically abused me at least once. I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t. I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did. I’ve been in love more than two times. I believe in love at first sight. I believe lust is more important than love. Friendships: I have a best friend. I have at least ten friends. I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend. I’ve beaten up a friend. I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend. I can trust at least five people with my life. Experiences: I’ve been on a plane. I’ve been on a train. I’ve left the state/province. Someone close to me has died. I’ve taken a taxi. I’ve taken a city bus. I’ve taken a school bus. I’ve gone bungee jumping. I’ve made a speech. I’ve been in some sort of club. I’ve won an award. I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight. I’ve been in a physical fight. Music: I listen to country. I listen to pop. I listen to techno. I listen to rock. I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it. I hate the radio. I download music. I buy CD’s. Television: I spend at least six hours a day watching television. I watch soap operas daily. I’m in love with Days Of Our Lives. I’ve seen and like The OC. I’ve seen and like One Tree Hill. I’ve seen and like America’s Next Top Model. I’ve seen and like Popular. I’ve seen and like House. I’ve seen and like 24. I’ve seen and like CSI. I’ve seen and like Everwood. Family Life: I get along with both of my parents. My biological parents are still together. I have at least one brother. I have at least one sister. I have at least one step brother/sister. I have at least one half brother/sister. I’ve been kicked out of the house. I’ve ran away from my home. I’ve sworn at my parents. I’ve made my parents cry. I’ve lied to my parents. I’ve lied to my parents about where I am. I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing. I’ve lied to my parents so I’d be allowed out. I’ve walked out when I’ve been grounded. Hair: I’ve been brown. I’ve had streaks. I’ve cut my hair in the past year. I’ve dyed my hair in the past year. I’ve been blonde. I’ve had black. I’ve been red. I’ve been light brown. I’ve been medium brown. I’ve had purple/pink. I’ve been blue/green. I’ve gotten my hair thinned. I use conditioner. I’ve used silk therapy. I’ve used hot oil treatments. I’ve curled my hair. I’ve straightened my hair. I’ve ironed my hair. I’ve braided my hair. I’ve had/want dreadlocks. School: I’ve thrown something at a teacher. I’ve yelled at a teacher. I’ve been suspended. I’ve had an in-school suspension. I’ve been sent to the principal’s office. I’ve walked out of class. I’ve skipped an entire day of school. I’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class. I’ve failed a test. I’ve cheated on a test. I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test. I’ve failed Art. I’ve failed P.E. I’ve failed Math. I’ve failed Science. I’ve failed another class. A teacher has called my parents. I’ve been caught skipping. |
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