Life's been good. :)

Except that ......

Now that school has stopped for a month, everyday is gonna be the same old routine over and over again.
Eat, study, eat, tv, study, sleep.
I know this is gonna be boring and what seemed like a DREADED one,
but I have to mug mug MUG!
Exams are just 2 months away and I know I friggin' have to do it well once and for all!
And yes, 2 months, and after that my bestest friend called Freedom will come knocking on my door.
I seriously CAN'T WAIT!
But sigh, I have a huge problem now.. :(
I need to get back my motivation.
I need to, I have to, and I MUST!
It's not a choice, it's more like an obligation at this point of time
but sad to say, it seems like my motivation comes only sporadically. -.-
It's like there's an adrenaline rush to study one moment, then it's all lost the next moment. :(

Oh gosh, and I think I have to stop being overly dependent on caffeine!
I've been drinking coffee almost everyday just to keep myself awake.
As much as I hate to admit it, it helps to keep my eyes open undoubtedly,
but I should seriously stop relying too much on it.

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Ah okay, enough about studies.
Shall spend some time mentioning my dear boy Ryan here.
Yeayeayea, I know you see his name in almost every entry,
but just bear with me cos I've been diagnosed with BOS, remember?
Boyfriend-Obsession-Syndrome. :)

Alright so he's been reallyyyy busy at work. :(
Knocking off at as late as 11pm some days,
and still has to attend his acca classes at night.
There's just so little that I can do to help.
But what I really appreciate is that, he never fails to call me every night.
Friggin' love listening to your voice in the middle of the night, boy. :)

Saturday saturday saturday!
I miss my boy. :(