The boyf is still working at this time on a friday!
Yes, you get my point, it's a FRIDAY!
Damn those managers, please stop bullying my boy!
Okayokay, I know stuffs like that are inevitable being in the "working-world" as a working adult.
But I think it's merciless giving your staffs a shit-load of work to do with a monthly salary that isn't worth the effort that you put in.
The boyf has been working incessantly everyday from monday to friday and sometimes even on saturdays.
And having to face those unreasonable, demanding managers who doesn't care about whatever-shit-is-welfare is totally irksome. -.-

"There is a tolerance limit for the amount of bullshit I can intake per day."

Good one, my boy. xD

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Sigh, it saddens me everyday when I see the roses going from red to DARK red/maroon. :(
Despite handling it with care everyday, watering it and changing the water in the vase daily.
I've never taken such good care of any flowers before I swear,
not even the first ever rose he gave me last year.
It's losing its scent too.

Sob. :(

Alright, gonna hit the books again.
It's been sucha long time since those boring, mundane, squarish looking papers and books have become my best companion through the nights.
Well, I gotta make them my best friends somehow I guess, even if they are my greatest enemies in reality.

Back to stu-dying! :( :( :(

Valentine's Day. (:
Had a fantabulous day with my boy!

He looks like he's gonna eat me up eh. :S Hahaha.
I miss eating gummy bears with you on the long bus journey.
Thanks for everything my boy. (:

And HAPPY 9TH MONTH-NIVERSARY too!
9 months of love, joy, fun and all the laughter we shared.
9 months and counting, I'm sure. (:


You're on my heart, just like a tattoo.

I was in a fit of anger just about an hour ago.
A trivial matter which blasted into a heated argument.
It was just a mere miscommunication, dad.
Is there a need to say those hurtful words?
"I condemn you, I can forsee that you're not gonna have a bright future."

F*ck it.
It's not the first time, and I'm not the only victim under the brutality of your words.
If you think it's gonna help us this way, then you're so f*cking wrong.
Sometimes I'd get so pissed and frustrated by the way you approach your kids.
You're a perfectionist, you HAD high expectations of me,
And I'm sorry that I couldn't make it to those top f*cking institutions.
Here I am trying so hard to get all motivated to study hard,
There you are demoralizing and insulting me like there's no tomorrow.
Oh wow, you've been sucha great help man seriously. >.<
How I wish I could live on my own now and stop depending on your f*cking money.

Don't act like you know me so well.
Don't act like you're sucha goody-goody-father in front of my friends.
Sometimes I hate you so much for scolding mummy/bro/sis for nothing that I had the urge to stab you in your heart.
You spout vulgarities relentlessly, and uttered nonsense that didn't make any sense at all.
You criticised us, and it seems like we don't even worth a cent to you.

I'm so tired of all this f*cking shit for the past 20 years.
Been there, seen it.
When is this going to end?


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On a brighter note, it's vday tomorrow!
Gave the boyf a surprise today, hope he's happy with it. (:
Mission accomplished! Something that I've planned & prepared for weeks.

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY YO!


Love is in the air. (:

Time flies! It's gonna be monday tomorrow again, and I'm feeling SO guilty now cos I haven't been studying since friday! Had 3 consecutive days of fun, meeting up with my dearest friends whom I haven't seen for months and the boyf came and bai-nian too! (:

6th Feb Friday -
Celebrated shihui's birthday at Canele @ Raffles City. The food wasn't THAT great though, and the macarons there was kinda below my expectations because we paid a freaking $2.45 for ONE macaron. What a "high-class"cookie eh.

Ryan with our.."son"?

Valentine's Day in 11days time.
I'm more excited than ever this year, hmm?
Probably because I've been celebrating it with a friend/friends who are just purely friends.
It's gonna be different this time and I'm somewhat, excited?
Yesyes, I'm in my own lovey dovey dreamworld again, painting a perfect picture of what's gonna happen on the day itself.

Lalala.

I'm terribly missing the boyf right now.
He should be soundly asleep now cos this silly boy couldn't get to sleep last night and he had a long day at work today plus he's got night classes for two consecutive days.
3hrs of lecture after a hectic day at work can be really torturous.
Sometimes I feel so helpless cos there's no way that I can lessen his workload or to help him in his studies.
Perhaps all I can do is just be there for him during the toughest moments and be a lil more understanding.. (:

Oh and he's most likely coming to my house to bainian this sat!
I'm gonna whip up a sumptuous dinner for him!
Grocery shopping soon on thursday.
I'm getting all excited again for I don't know why. LOL.

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Missing ya truckloads. LOADS! :(