Was studying just now while listening to the mp3s in my laptop. My playlist was on random mode and till I heard a familiar tune, rhythm and lyrics of this song......

"Stay with me, don't fall asleep too soon. The angels can wait for a moment."

It's amazing how songs and lyrics can remind you of certain things in your life. Hmm, what can I say. It's been about a year since it happened ( I'm not gonna be specific here but close friends around me should know what I'm referring to). I swear I went through one of the toughest moments in my life last year. I remember crying over the phone to mel when Alevels were just around the corner. I just couldn't suppress my feelings and I was uber worried about my studies. All I can say is, you came and left at the wrong time and the final decision we made was just an one-sided acquiescence. And until today, I dare say there's still a tinge of hatred in me. You're just a selfish dude who only thinks about yourself.

Everything was just a facade.

But somehow, I'm glad we ended up that way. It's a blessing in disguise I guess, because I'm absolutely contented with what I have and who I am with now. I'm certainly gonna treasure him like a precious gem. That's for sure.

Because.. Ryan makes me the happiest girl on earth. (: