It's early in the morning 6am now. I woke up at 4 sth just now and I couldn't get to sleep so that's why I'm here. =( Gawsh, this is bad. Ha. Lots of things are on my mind now, and I wish that someone is right here listening to me right now or even a friend to hear me out NOW but I guess everyone's soundly asleep..

Am I being demanding?
Am I doing enough for you?
Am I doing too much for you?
Am I being over-sensitive again?
Am I being childish?
Am I being too harsh?
Am I stressing you up though I know it's tough to juggle your work and studies at the same time?
Am I not understanding enough?
Am I being selfish?
Am I being silly again?

Am I . . .

...and the list goes on.

Feck oh feck, I'm feeling really crappy right now. I hate to feel this way. Emo nemo.




I wonder if you really understand how I feel.